Question by ††HeAvEn_hELp_Us††: my moms going to rehab?
the other night my mom went through a withdraw of alcohol. now i learned she is going to go to a rehabilitation center in florida(we live in michigan) for 6 weeks. me and my family can not have any contact with her, and shes going to be gone for christmas. i know i should be happy for my mother that she is treating her alcoholism, but i can’t help but to blame God. i really don;t think i can live without my mother for a month. i’ve even tried to write poetry.(i write when i’m depressed to get my feelings out) . and i wrote a poem that would normally help me with my struggles with God, but now i just feel bitterness towards it. how can i even trust God anymore? its really hard to know hes real. what do you think about this?
by the way heres the poem i wrote.:
(please don’t laugh at the corny-ness; i know its stupid)
When dreams are reaped
When few survivors stand tall
When love doesn’t last
When all you can do is fall
When depression is encouraged
When people fail to learn
When your candle fades away
When suicide is what you yearn
When faith is never returned
When hell seems to near
When you receive what you didn’t deserve
When unconditional love is what you fear
When anger has turned to regret
When solitude is your main goal.
When your Heaven becomes a knife
When your heart is weakened, destroying the soul
When everything seems like life has turned against you.
When you can’t control your thoughts.
When it gets harder and harder to breath.
When you find it is you, you have fought.
When God becomes your scapegoat
When hate knows you better than yourself
When you think you can control the addiction
When this pain is nothing you’ve ever felt
When you want to be content
When you can’t do it on your own
When your hate is being questioned
When you’re tired of being alone.
When this happens to you.
God will always see you through.
When you realize you’re trapped in this darkened pit
Your lantern will be lit.
ro j- i actually pray a lot.
Best answer:
Answer by Psychologist In The House
listen ur mother made the choice to drink not god so u have to blame her ……i know u love her n forgive her she made a mistake..but do want to spend this 1 christmas witout her or lots more because if she dont go she could die from many ays ,,, dont be angry be thankful god showed her u and what it meant to have u near her so that she wld get help and u will always have ur mother,,
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